Bet You Won’t Push Me

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Five years ago, I never imagined I would be on the brink of releasing my fifth book. I always loved poetry and even had a vision for three book titles. However, life has a way of smothering the flames of our dreams. Money, career aspirations, family, relationships and many other things can hold us hostage to living our passion. Mine happens to be writing. Yours may be something else. I have learned many valuable lessons on my writing journey. Perhaps the most important lesson is the power of a push.

People see a finished product, but often miss the story behind the glory. I always feel liberated when I release a book to the public. There is a piece of me that feels like I’m releasing a rocket that I’ve been holding down for months into the air. Most people don’t see the late nights, revised drafts, creative frustrations and money that goes into a published book. So, imagine my surprise when I checked my phone to view a Twitter notification today. Here is what it said: “#NationalAuthorsDay to @Peauxetic thank you for such good reading like “Fortune Cookie”  keep on doing what you do”!

This tweet was from a great supporter that I have only met through social media. Her name is Cecelia and she supported the Kickstarter I did for my debut novel, Fortune Cookie. As I weigh out different options for releasing my next poetry book, Stingrays, this message gives me an extra jolt of energy. People don’t have a duty to support. They choose to. Challenge yourself to be that extra push for someone around you. Even a smile can go a long way. There are many people who will line up to cheer and clap for us. Applause is nice; but I’ve never seen it put food on the table. However, just a simple act of support can spark a fire greater than can ever be imagined.

Also, mark your calendars for Wednesday, November 16th (2:00 to 4:00 pm CST). I will be taking over the It’s The ADD Show segment on Tha Afterparty Radio at http://thaafterparty.com/artist/the-a-d-d-show/.

Plus, today marks the beginning of NaNoWriMo (National Novel Writing Month). If you have a story you’ve been itching to get out, now is the perfect time to do it. Let this serve as your official push to finish that book you’ve been putting off!

 

TLC: Joyridin’ On The Haters

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Almost two years ago, TLC launched a Kickstarter campaign to fund their final studio album. While  some saw this as a desperate plea, die hard fans (including Katy Perry, Mariah Carey and Bette Midler) quickly funded their $150,000 ask in under 48 hours. They ended the Kickstarter with a grand total of nearly $500,000. However, fans have since grown weary waiting for the new music. TLC is currently touring over seas in Japan, Europe and Australia. Earlier this week, T-Boz confirmed on Twitter that they would premier 2 new songs during their Japan shows. Japan has always given TLC much love. True to form, they were the first to be able to download new tracks from the upcoming TLC album.

Controversy has been swarming the album, including Pebbles’ lawsuit for their 2013 biopic. Nonetheless, they appear to continue to trudge forward and stick to what matters most: the music. After hearing both songs in their entirety, I must admit that I was a bit surprised at the sound. “Haters” is a song about not living up to other people’s opinions. “Joyride” is an audible thank you letter to their fans (much like the concept of Fanmail).

Let’s start with “Haters”. The song’s lyrics are definitely poignant for today’s time. However, the song sounds way more pop than I would have imagined. Their vocals sound great (with both T-Boz and Chilli singing equal parts). The vibe of the song really puts me in the mindset of Taylor Swift though. I can see this one gaining them a broader pop fan base, but I’m not exactly sure how their core fans will receive it.

Then there’s “Joyride”. The production on this song alone is amazing. There are plenty of horns, drums and synthesizers, which makes it easy to listen to from the beginning. T-Boz and Chilli express their gratitude to the fans for sticking by them through thick and then. Is it pop as well? Sure. TLC gets back to more of their soulful roots here though. The chorus falls a little short of my expectations for a song that has some prolific verses. But we can’t get everything we want in life.

TLC is prepping for a 1st quarter 2017 release in the US. I’m curious to see if the rest of their album will have such a heavy pop influence as well. My guess is there will be several music styles represented. Let’s just hope they were able to work Left Eye in there some kind of way. For now, check out “Haters” and “Joyride” for yourself.

What are your thoughts on the songs? Would you say “Bump It” or “Dump It”?

Joe Budden: Rage and Hot Bars

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Picture this. The Summer of 2003 was a very memorable year for me. I graduated high school and was about to enter my freshman year of college. Oh yeah, and Joe Budden’s debut single, “Pump It Up” was blasting in everyone’s car. Many fans may have prematurely placed Joe Budden in a box of a pop rapper. “Pump It Up” remains Joe Budden’s biggest commercial hit. He has released several albums since then. However, if you think he is aiming to be a commercial rapper, think again. Nonetheless, he has found himself in rap battles with various Hip Hop artists, including Drake. From reality TV show appearances (Love & Hip Hop) to high profile beefs, he knows how to get attention. Once people hear his new album, Rage & The Machine though, they will understand that he deserves to be heard.

Joe Budden kicks the door down to the 11 track, 41 minute set with the aggressive “Three”. A choir and drums support his potent rhymes. He boasts himself as the “best rapper whipping New York plates”. His flow insinuates that he may have good reason to say so. He flares off a guttural warning shot to his haters on “Serious” featuring Joell Ortiz. Although the album features several guest appearances from Tory Lanez and Fabolous (“Flex”) to Stacy Barthe (“I Wanna Know”), Joe is always the star of the show.

Ironically, the shortest song on Rage & The Machine is also one of the best. “Forget” finds Joe Budden in rare form: vulnerable and apologetic. He specifically names Method Man and Inspectah Deck on his list of people he offended in the past. “I Gotta Ask” is a dark, club banger. He throws in a few recycled Jay Z verses (some of which were technically from Biggie) on a track with production reminiscent of the rap anthem,”Hard Knock Life”. Joe Budden sounds as confident and relevant as ever here.

Look for Joe Budden on tour this fall, in support of Rage & The Machine. The chip on his shoulder seems contrived at some points. However, this album proves he is one of the most underrated rappers of our time. He proves he can still weave in and out of pop influenced songs (“Time for Work”) and maintain his gritty street credibility. Many rappers can’t say they are still relevant 13 years after their debut. Perhaps his legacy is defended best on “Wrong One”, where he warns naysayers and doubters with the commanding voice of a veteran. Don’t sleep on one of the most solid rap albums of the year.

R. Kelly Gets Back To Basics

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Double Up was the last R. Kelly CD that received heavy playback on my iPod. The CDs that followed were either too one dimensional or beneath his caliber for my taste. Ironically, R. Kelly got it right on 12 Nights of Christmas. The project is his 14th studio album, but his first full length Christmas album. The title alone is cause to snicker, as it brings to mind his breakthrough release, 12 Play. I was a bit skeptical of the music on his holiday CD. He surprised me with his new music though.

12 Night of Christmas features 12 original songs from R. Kelly. He opens the set with “My Wish for Christmas”, his plea to better the world and lift the spirits of the less fortunate. “Home for Christmas” is a smooth love song that sounds like classic R. Kelly. He details his plans to surprise the one he loves for the holidays. I can easily see this one being a big hit for the holiday season. He plays Santa Claus on “Mrs. Santa Claus”. R. Kelly croons here to the tune of “Me and Mrs. Jones” (originally performed by Billy Paul). He slyly requests to unwrap Mrs. Claus and then demands that she unwraps her present: him.

“I’m Sending You My Love For Christmas” is one many listeners (including myself) will surely repeat. This is one of the standout tracks and his tone is reminiscent of Stevie Wonder here. The delicate ballad “Once Upon A Time” sounds like an instant Christmas classic. He recounts all of the fun things like playing in the snow, exhibiting generosity and delicious treats during the holidays. R. Kelly knows how to show appreciation for his woman. On “The Greatest Gift”, he cleverly sites all of the reasons why his lady is the reason for his joy in the holiday season. The production on the song offers one of the more uptempo dance numbers. Think “Step In The Name Of Love” for Christmas.

“Christmas Lovin'” ushers in an old school, deeper soul vibe. He simply asks, “What about some Christmas lovin’ babe?” The lyrics are minimalist here, but rightfully so.  This song showcases one of the many reasons R. Kelly’s music has spanned nearly three decades. He closes out the holiday CD with the mellow, yet poignant title track, “12 Days of Christmas”.  This is the R. Kelly that has been missed. This is the R. Kelly that is arguably the most influential male R&B artist of the last 20 years or more.

Look for R. Kelly to go on tour in support of 12 Days of Christmas. However, he is only doing a small number of dates. So, if you live in Nashville, Brooklyn, Chicago Milwaukee or Minneapolis, you’re in luck. There’s no word yet on additional shows that may be added. Nonetheless, I’m hopeful that this is a symbol of a new era for R. Kelly. He doesn’t have to bow to the current trends of today’s music. Truth be told, he set many of them. At least we can raise our glasses of sparkling cider to a job well done for 12 Days of Christmas.

 

Why It’s Not Their Fault

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Have you ever found yourself being bitter, thinking about your past? Yes, you are far removed from it all now. You have landed gracefully on the other side of greatness. I get it. We have all seen your victory banners. However, we do think about the time we wasted. Then, we ponder how we could be so careless. After that, we examine what mistakes we made to get there. This is the part we quickly gloss over. We are professionals at soothing our conscious by pointing the finger at other people. It was all their fault! All the while, we miss the greater lesson. The problem was ultimately with ourselves, not the other person.

Many of you may know by now that I have an upcoming poetry book called Stingrays coming soon. I have been so anxious to share this body of work with everyone! Poetry has to hit me though. I can’t force it to flow from my mind. However, one day during the time period while I was writing Stingrays, I had a pity party. I didn’t invite anyone to partake in the fun (or lack thereof). You all can thank me later :). Instead, I decided to turn my pen and paper for a sounding board. “Twenty-Something” was the end result.

This day I was feeling particularly cheated. I felt that I had missed out on certain opportunities in life because of what others had done to hold me back. True as that may be, I still had to take accountability for my role. My current situation wasn’t all their fault. During the initial sting of it all though, we don’t feel like retracing our own steps. In fact, it’s much easier to criticize or redirect the steps others have taken in regards to us. Nonetheless, here’s the summation of those thoughts here below in “Twenty-Something”. I’m quite sure many of you reading this will be able to relate.

Oh and stay tuned for a special announcement about Stingrays coming soon. Let’s just say everyone will get a real “kick” out of it.

Twenty-Something

I gave you the most

Vibrant years of my life

Waited on your mark, set, go

Watched opportunities pass me by

Whisked away with fair weather winds blown

You gave me a piece of a promise

Strung me along just long enough

To drain me of my youth

The audacity to try to trick me

Your tactics are so uncouth

Naïve and unknowing

I didn’t think there was better

So I stayed strapped in for worse

Watched my joy slow creep away

Like a hearse in a funeral procession

Back to life, back to reality

No matter how I tried

Nothing seemed to resuscitate the inner me

This was supposed to be my

Time to shine

My time to thrive

But I couldn’t see which road to take

For all the dirt kicked in my eyes

But don’t bring me your balloons, streamers

Cards and confetti for my pitty party

Because this is just a mere

Recounting of a hard lesson learned

That finding the strength to leave you

Was a Godsend

I’ve got my mojo back

I’m feeling like a twenty-something all over again

Lauryn Hill: Still A Rebel

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You know you have reached iconic status when the world still adores your first solo studio project, released almost 20 years ago. People still talk about how The Miseducation of Lauryn Hill changed the face of music .  Since then, Lauryn Hill has released an Unplugged album. She has released several mixtape derived works. She has dropped some surprise singles. Ms. Lauryn Hill even paid a beautiful tribute to Nina Simone on a stirring tribute album for her. Now, she is giving us yet another glimpse into her musical genius. Her latest song, “Rebel/I Find It Hard To Say” may evoke feelings of deja vu.

The song was actually featured on her 2002 MTV Unplugged 2.0 release. She originally meant for the song to be a tribute to Amadou Diallo, a victim of police brutality. She decided to rework the song in the wake of today’s current social and racial climate. Lauryn Hill always remains relevant and conscious. She re-introduced the song by tweeting, “Old tune, new Version, same context, even more relevant now. Sick and tired of being sick and tired.” Lauryn Hill also performed at the Tidal X 2015. She hasn’t released a studio album in nearly two decades, but her artistry still reigns supreme.

What are your thoughts on “Rebel/I Find It Hard To Say”? Would you Bump It or Dump It? This is the original version of the song. The latest version can be heard exclusively through Tidal.

Let’s hope this means we have a new Lauryn Hill studio album soon! Music is missing her dearly.

Maroon 5 Doesn’t Wanna Know

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Maroon 5 has always been one of my favorite groups. I have seen them in concert twice. The second time was even better than the first. Their lyrics are genuine and they know how to connect with their fans. Songs like “Wake Up Call” and “This Love” spoke for us when we didn’t have the courage to say how we truly felt. Plus, Adam Levine’s voice has one of the most unique tones in music today. Maroon 5’s track record has been consistent with the release of their CDs. The group releases a new collection of material about every two years. My personal favorite project of theirs is It Won’t Be Soon Before Long. However, the group hardly ever disappoints on anything they record.

Now, Maroon 5 is back to stake their claim as the reigning Pop/Soft Rock group around. “Don’t Wanna Know” featuring Kendrick Lamar is their latest single. The song speaks of wishing to remain oblivious to who their ex is involved with now. The production is reminiscent of tropical lands and summer vibes. The chorus is a bit too repetitive for a group that’s usually so lyrically prolific. Nonetheless, this is Maroon 5 we are talking about. All in all, the song is pretty good.

Kendrick Lamar’s verse was a well thought out collaboration. I can’t say I could have pictured these two artists together on one song. Honestly, his short 18 second verse really kicks the song up a notch. The group keeps things light-hearted in true Maroon 5 fashion for the song’s music video. They opted for a concept that borrows from the current Pokemon Go craze. Kendrick Lamar’s verse (and presence) is scrapped for the video version of the song. Could the video’s meaning really be bringing light to our obsessions with social media and entertainers today? Maybe so. There’s no word yet on whether or not the song is the first single for a new album. Either way, we’re always ready for new music from the bad, yet good guys of Pop music.

So, check out “Don’t Wanna Know” and its hilarious music video below. Also, see how many cameos you can pick out. There are quite a few guest stars. What are your thoughts on the song? Would you “Bump It” or “Dump It”?

Emeli Sande: Her Sensual ‘Garden’

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I have waited for this moment for quite some time. Emeli Sande has made an impressive name for herself in a short time. However, her debut album, In Our Own Words, was a stellar effort. Plus, she has written hits for top notch acts like Mary J Blige and Alicia Keys. Now, she’s back at center stage to command our attention with her mesmerizing voice.

“Garden” is the first single from her upcoming sophomore effort. The song features Jay Electronica and Aine Zion. The song actually took two years to complete. Aine Zion’s poignant poetry was added first. Jay Electronica’s jagged, forceful rap wasn’t added until the next Summer. “Garden” is a seductive, slick and ironically rough sound that’s different for Emeli Sande.

Nonetheless, Emeli Sande gives just enough edge to satiate the ever changing pallet of music consumers. She still stays true to the core of her sound though. The British singer states that her new album will be very raw and honest. Her first album seemed pretty honest to me, but I assume she will go even further now. Emeli Sande has the kind of voice and songwriting ability that will give you chills. Get Long Live the Angels everywhere on November 11th. I make my prediction now that it will be one of the biggest releases of the year.

So, what are your thoughts on “Garden”? Would you say “Bump It” or “Dump It”?

Hear the song for yourself below. Also, check out some of Emeli Sande’s shining moments.

Remembering Tommy Mikal Ford

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Yesterday, I heard some shocking news. Tommy Mikal Ford, aka Tommy Strawn from Martin, passed away at the age of 52. He suffered a busted anuerism in his abdomen, following a knee replacement surgery. Martin is my favorite sitcom of all time. Although Martin Lawrence was the star of the show, the rest of the cast was equally entertaining. Viewers could relate to Tommy’s role with their own friendships. Plus, who could forget that Tommy never really had a job? He was the butt of many punchlines on the show. However, he proved to be a genuine friend to Martin, even when he didn’t deserve it.

Tommy got the rest of the cast (namely Martin) in plenty of trouble. He also helped them get out of their fair share of trouble too. He even dated Martin’s worst enemy and Gina’s best friend, Pam. Tommy Ford will truly be missed. Many fans held firmly to rumors that there may one day be a Martin reunion episode. Sadly, a full reunion is impossible now. However, Tommy’s legacy will live on. He will be remembered for giving medicine to the soul, laughter. His career included other acting roles in New York Undercover and The Parkers. He also had roles in the films Class Act and Harlem Nights. Despite these great roles, his role as “Tommy” on Martin made him a star. Here’s a look back at some of his funniest moments from the show. Rest in peace Tommy Mikal Ford.

 

 

Lizzo And Her Coconut Oil

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Before this week, I didn’t know who Melissa Jefferson was. However, I quickly sat up and took notice when I discovered her new EP, Coconut Oil, on Tidal. The 29 year old singer has a robust sound that’s well beyond her years. Her style is brazen and bold, much like her activism stance when she’s outside of the booth. She can’t really be put in a box. Her musical style is part Hip Hop, part alternative and part R&B/Soul. She may remind you of Fergie, with lyrical similarities to Elle Varner. Although Coconut Oil is her third release in three years, she has the boastful delivery of a veteran.

Her sound is refreshing and playful. “Worship” and “Phone” will make you laugh and bob your head simultaneously. “Scuse Me” encourages women to feel good in their own skin and love themselves. “Deep” shows another facet of her artistry with a reggae tinged flavor. Just think of Rihanna, with real vocals. The soulful sounds and blaring horns on “Good As Hell” find her standing tall after a breakup. The title track “Coconut Oil” closes out the project on more of a serious note. She drives out any inklings of self doubt here praises coconut oil as her sole surviving element.

How could I forget to mention that Lizzo is from my home town of Houston too? Her music definitely exudes southern roots and she’s here to make people (especially women) feel good about themselves along the way. Sure, there is room for the bad girl, raunchy female in entertainment. Lizzo takes the high road, focusing on self esteem as her banner of choice.  Just like the many benefits coconut oil can be used for, Lizzo’s artistry is just as essential.